Thursday, September 4, 2008

Disappointed

I am so disappointed today. I trusted a friend with some sensitive information. This person promised me that what was said was just between us. I found out today that was not the case. After I shared this information with this person, I realized that I might have made a mistake. I thought I could trust this person so that I could share with them. It just hurts because I feel like I was betrayed. I have a flaw and that is that I have always been too trusting. I hate that I now feel like I have to be guarded around this person with what I say. I will continue to pray for my friend, but at least now I know that I have to watch my back. I hate this feeling. I feel like I betrayed someone else while just going to my friend for advice. I feel like I am back in high school and it stinks!

1 comment:

Jamie {See Jamie blog} said...

Oh, that's so hard. I've been there. But I made the mistake of not trusting enough--don't do that! It's a wonderful blessing that you are very trusting; pray for discernment maybe in who can keep private information to themselves, but please don't stop trusting. That's a very hard thing to re-learn.